Struggling to believe in God

Q: No matter how hard l try to have faith l always feel like God doesn't exist, and if he did l don't deserve him and his love, I am struggling...please give guidance.

A: This [below] can be a good start towards belief. I also recommend Reading the Bible, and understanding Who God is. Once you do that... you will be able to grasp it. Then continue further to examine Jesus & Christianity.

Bookmark this page to go through these:

1. 4 ways God reveals Himself 

2. (See) God's Crime Scene [vid]
http://longertweets.blogspot.com/2022/08/ccc-investigate.html

Then...

3. Understand "Who is God" ?

>Do go thru bottom links there. It is essential to do so. 

Then...

4. Read the Bible.
* You can start in Matthew to the end, (then in full go cover to cover). 
*Get a Bible - in print. [Recommend the ESV, NASB95 or LSB].

*Tip: Is important to read through the New Testament,  then you can add an audio Bible to help you as you read through the Old Testament (since there are some hard areas, but the dramatization feature helps get you through it). 

*What to look for: Focus on God, Genesis 1-1, what God does through history for mans good, and on what the Bible teaches about: salvation, righteousness, Jesus, the Gospel, and living a righteous godly life. 

Then...
5. Understand the Gospel and your need for Jesus, (short vid clip). If you understand it and feel God is drawing you, obey it (to receive salvation).

PS... none of us deserve Him or His love & forgiveness... but he offers it. And in gratitude we recieve it 🙂.

This will help 🙂

God bless!

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